Ok, I am sure that you have all given up on me....and well, I don't blame you, if I was you I would give up on me too. I guess Facebook and e-mail and work and college have taken over my life now. But, if you just happen to stumble upon this entry then well, I guess it's for you. Though I do have to dedicate this specific entry especially to Tyler, since he asked for one just for him. The next one can be for David since he also asked me to update too.

Anyway...I am on fall break right now, yay!! I had an awesome weekend! It was really nice, and even work wasn't so bad, and I even saw Danielle and Tim at one point which was awesome too. Other than that, all I ever do anymore is work at the Road House and do school work and come home every weekend after work. Of course, there are those fun college memory moments that happen every once-in-a-while such as:  me ACIDENTALLY killing Seaburt our fish, "Can you see the Monkey??!!", girls' pizza nights, short sheeting beds, watching Grease w/John and Travis (with them singing all the songs haha), TPing beds...and dressers...and shelves...and desks, my absolute worst blonde moment ever in the very very very long history of them (it's all natural ), the normal mixing of words and saying of odd/funny phrases, living w/3 other girls in a dorm room for 3...and only having 5 outlets (one of which is broken), blowing a fuse in our room, the train (at least one every half an hour...at least someone likes it though  haha) and many many others...that is just to name a few on the tip of the iceberg. There are really hard courses and lots of work involved but I guess that comes with being at college. I love it though, and my roomies, they are SOO awesome...God most definitely placed us together (he made us all procrastinators so that we would all send our registration in last minute and room together haha)! And other than that, nothing much is happening. It is mainly just school and work and the occasional fun and freedom.

Well, I guess that is it for now! I know I have been bad at updating this and I am sorry but I make no promises. Occasionally you will probably find an update...if you still read my Xanga and haven't totally given up on me, that is. Anyway, for those of you that do, how sweet...I love you for still caring about me!  And I hope that you are all doing well! I miss you guys, hope I get to talk to you soon and that life treats you well, ttyl!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST LITTLE SISTER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO VERY MUCH!!!!

OK, this entry is for every single person who has touched my life in one way or another. Yes, some have had more affect than others but you all have made your mark. There are those of you who I wish I could have gotten to know better before we left because you seem like really wonderful people, but even you have touched my life and I wish you all the best of luck and happiness. For those of you who have really left an imprint, our memories...no matter how far apart our lives take us, will always stay with me. Each and every one of you, no matter how short of a period you were in my life, mean something to me and have helped make me who I am. I will always cherish the times I've had and the people who were around me and I hope for all of you the very best. So just in case I don't make another update dedicated to this subject and I don't get to see or talk to some of you again...I pray that God leads your lives in the way He wants them to go and I hope that you follow His calling. So, with all my sincerity and love...good luck and thank you.

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives
For a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are lead to those who help us most to grow,
If we let them and we help them in return
Well I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun,
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Half way through the wood,
Who can say if I've changed for the better
But because I knew you
I have been changed For Good

It well may be that we will never meet again
In this lifetime, so let me say before we part...
So much of me is made of what I learned from you,
You'll be with me like a hand print on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness for the things I've done you blame me for
But then I guess we know there's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun,
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Half way through the wood...
Like a ship flung from it's mooring
By a wind off the sea,
Like a seed dropped by a sky-bird
In the distant wood...

Who can say if I've been changed for the better...
I do believe I have been changed for the better

And because I knew you,
Because I knew you,
Because I knew you...
I have been changed
For Good

So yeah....I don't really know what to put here. I could tell you about all the crazy things that are happening in my life right now, but I'm sure u don't really want to read that and to be honest I don't feel like typing all of it out. My life has been insanely, insanely busy lately and its making me crazy. It's good I guess but I feel like I can never catch my breath and today was a horribly stressful day, I mean it had its ups and its downs and it got a little better later, but anyway. You want to know what topped the whole thing off...yeah, well I got an ice cream cone (which I really wanted a bowl) and I offered Manda and Tim some and when Tim took a bite, my ice cream FELL OFF MY CONE and onto the ground (Tim's hand first but still)!!!  ...I mean that's just like the saddest, most stereotypical bad thing that can happen to top my bad day off, right?! I know. And I've never dropped my ice cream before. So I was sad and plopped down on the grass beside it for a minute and then went on. David offered to buy me more ice cream but I said no and then later Tim came and found me to give me this big bowl of ice cream!!  That was SOOOO nice of him...Danielle, though I still will have to defeat him at some pt., he's a nice guy and I'll feel a little bad when he loses, but thanks Tim, it made me feel better. Yeah, so thats pretty much all I feel like typing right now about my day. Tomorrow is another one and lets just hope its not quite as bad.

Ok, so these lyrics have been stuck in my head all day long, I don't know why, but here they are:

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
~Snow Patrol